Suicide is painless

Remember the theme song from MASH? As the negative swirls around in my head because of poor choices in the past or maybe perceived problems of the present it is easy to plunder into depression. Then faith of a mustard seed takes hold. Suddenly one more song on the radio to make you think. You are wearing a Mickey Mouse shirt that reflects into the windshield back at you so it looks like someone is reaching out with a large smile to give you a hug. You laugh. You drive into the storm that is gripping the town, drive past the overturned pickup and then look into your side mirror. The sun is shining very bright. The water spray from the drive tires has allowed a rainbow to appear next to your truck. You are driving with a rainbow. Yes I remember who created the rainbow. I rest knowing once again who is in control.